The Career Edit

Tuesday, April 7, 2026

Out of Order

Somewhere between settling in and figuring things out, I’ve realized something. Have you ever been in a place, work or life, where things seem off? They just don’t make sense? Not in a dramatic way, and not in a “I don’t understand my job” kind of way, but in a way where you’re watching everything around you and quietly questioning how any of it is actually working. Everyone is moving, checking boxes, keeping things going, and yet you can’t shake the feeling that nothing is really efficient or effective. And isn’t that the goal? You stop and think, is it just me? Like you are in the Twilight Zone…does anyone see or care what is going on here?

That’s where I am right now. It’s not loud or chaotic in an obvious way, it’s subtle, which almost makes it harder to define. My boss is calm, measured, a little hard to read, and not the type to call things out directly, but the frustration still shows up in conversations and side comments. It’s an energy I’m still trying to categorize, something that feels passive or maybe just unresolved. And I’ve seen this before, enough to recognize that when things aren’t addressed clearly, they don’t just go away, they build.

So instead of getting pulled into that cycle, I adjusted how I move. Early on, I started writing everything down, following up conversations with notes and summaries to create clarity where there wasn’t much. I explained it was to help both of us, especially with how fast things were moving, and to his credit, he understood that. But even with that, I realized the notes weren’t the real issue. It was something bigger, like spring cleaning a space that looks fine at first glance, but once you start pulling things out, you realize how much doesn’t belong, how much has been sitting there untouched, and how quickly things can unravel if you’re not intentional about what stays.

And coming from a place like that before, I knew that wasn’t how I wanted to start again. Starting fresh sounds good in theory, a new role, a new season, a clean slate; but the truth is, you don’t always walk into something new without bringing pieces of the old with you. It’s like building your spring wardrobe, wanting lightness, clarity, and intention, but still holding on to pieces that no longer fit or serve you. If you’re not careful, you end up recreating the same patterns you were trying to leave behind. And this time, I’m chose to be more intentional about what I carry forward.

And maybe that’s what this season is really about—not just adjusting to new environments, but being intentional about what you keep and what you let go. Because whether it’s your workspace or your wardrobe, clarity doesn’t just happen… you create it. It actually reminded me of something I heard in a message this week—that order is necessary for things to run the way they’re supposed to. That everything was designed with a sense of order, even if we don’t always choose to maintain it. If you’re in a similar place, this might be a good time to reset both. Find your sense of order again, starting with what you can control. Sometimes, the easiest place to begin is your wardrobe.

If you’re ready to create a little more order in your day-to-day, I put together a simple Closet Reset Edit to help you get started—one piece at a time.